I am LETO. . .
I don’t want to say what that name means. . . Names mean everything. . . Fate, death. . . and what happens to us after death. . . what we become for those who are still alive. . .
I choked him.
I’m strong, and he’s still little – the one who raped and killed my little girl.
She is five years old, in your opinion – one Cycle, in our opinion.
He is three cycles old. He is the second generation of Λ.
And she was the daughter of this Λ. Overlord.
I’m the one Λ wanted to fuck. So he did often.
I didn’t want to. I wanted to love someone else. Not as black as Λ.
Another. . . of our genus. . . I was thinking of another one.
I’ve never seen him. I could not. . . I couldn’t see the others. . .
This is not possible. . . We think they exist, but in fact they are all killed by Λ. . . as soon as they are born.
So I was thinking about the one who doesn’t exist and I wanted my children from Λ to be not like him. . . but like someone else. . . who didn’t exist. . . .
I was pregnant from him many times, but I have always killed the future boy in me. . . and he wasn’t born.
And when I conceived a girl, I didn’t want her to be Λ . . . I just wanted her to be like me. . . I thought that even the genus won’t be mine, but she will at least look like me. . .
She was born that way, fair-haired and gray-eyed. . . my Heva, my little beauty. . . .
And he. . .
I choked him until he died. . . then I cut off his head and buried it in a shit pit.
Then I cut off the cock and balls and threw them on top.
Then I ripped open his stomach and ripped out her entrails. I shitted in there. . . inside. . .
Then I went to the House. . . where These lived and said to Λ that I destroyed an one of his second generation.
He said it was the right thing to do. But I can’t break the Law and I
Like the one I destroyed. .
Was cut part by part and destroyed.
In the shit.
I became Death in that . . . other Cycle. . .
In your Cycle, I have little interest in life on Earth – I made up my mind a long time ago.
But I’m also looking at you. . . all of you. . . at once.
The Deaths of your Cycle are also looking – Mother Queen Death and her daughter – it is she who comes for you. . .
She comes and stands. . . waiting for something, means does not want to carry out the Order yet. She knows what will happen for it and still does not do – she was always stubborn. . . and then, when there was alive this girl who did not have time to live. . . how people live, not like Death. . .
I don’t interfere with her actions, she’s not like me – I would have killed you long ago.
Sometimes I think she’s looking for someone. . . she looks and can’t figure out something most important to her. . . no matter what it takes. . . And I smile. .
I smile because I know about you and your acts in all Cycles.
It can be seen. . . what you’re going for. . . From here . . . above. . . it can be seen.
It’s clear that you are not my children. . . – there is nothing of mine in you. . . There is no Life.
Heva is my daughter.
And you I don’t know whose and I hate you. . .
I hate you for killing my little Heva. . . my best girl. . .
You are scoundrels. And I’ll kill you all. . . Not immediately. . . You will degenerate into shit on the physical level. . . – the same shit as your thoughts. . . .
And don’t say that you didn’t do it – didn’t torture her, didn’t trample her into the shit. . . you are still doing it. . . Ritually. . . symbolically. . .
For me, it is every time a renewal of the day when you did it physically, on Earth, on another Earth.
So on this holiday of yours . . .
That’s all I wanted to tell you. I am LETO
Why did I go to the House myself. . .
I didn’t want to live anymore. . . Without a loved one. . . without a daughter who looks like him. . .