Do you know what it’s like to be THERE. . . with us. . . where we exist?
You can’t call it life – we’re not alive. . . but as if we’re alive. . .
We are revived for a while and then killed again. . . Not right away,. . . first they make fun of you enough. .
So many times. . . I don’t even know how much. . . Forever, I guess. . .
They always revive us at that moment from our past, present life, which was the most terrible. . .
The moment when I didn’t want to live anymore, when the only desire was to die for good and that there was nothing. . . no memory, not the smallest remnant of the soul, to not to feel anything. . .
I don’t know how else to explain it. . .
Just like last time. . . I remember it. . . Not exactly, but I remember. . .
No one should know what They did back then to my soul. . . This can’t be told. . .
No one. . . I wanted to tell you. . . I can’t make up my mind. . .
Maybe next time. . .
When we come to kill whoever the Order pointed to
When we come to kill whoever the Order pointed to, we try not to think, not to look, not to hear, not to feel. . . The main thing is to kill faster and die with them yourself. .
We want to die right away. . . along with the ones we kill. . . But we are not allowed to do this. . . They force you look, hear, and feel. . . We’re getting worse than we were. . . more disgusting, . . . more dead. . And the next time we are revived, we will bring even more pain and experience it ourselves along with the dead. .
It just seems like the pain has a limit. . . But this is not true. . .
The soul splits into pieces and each part feels pain. . .
We know that no one will ever come and stop It. . . . Because there is no one in our world except those who do all this. . . By us. . . With our help. . . using us. . . as tools for death. . . Your death. .
This Is The Law. . . New Law. . .
It is recent. . . Billions of billions of years is recent for us. . . We don’t live long every time. . . and every time less. . . .
There’s no point in telling you what will happen to your soul after you die. . .
It’s just that from vile souls are made a damage of children. . . to live in their bodies and make damage in your world. . .
Others,. . . others are simply killed. . . Like you kill animals. . . For skin, meat, blood. . . and more. . .
Someone likes a bone with medulla. . . .
That’s all I wanted to tell you, your Death. . . .