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 I’m Sorry Baby

 

 

I think of you and I’m afraid to think beyond the night I left you. . .

It was there. . .         on the edge of the cliff. . .           down there where the Ocean used to be, but now it’s just rocks.

 

I wanted you to fall down and crash into them. . . 

It will be better than what tomorrow will bring. . .

They want to take you tomorrow   I can hear their thoughts.

 

I don’t want to think about snakes – there are a lot of them on the rock. . .     better fall down-this is instant. . . 

I can’t push you down myself – it’s impossible. . .

 

 

I wanted you to die in me, but you were born. . .          I didn’t want to feed my own milk, but I couldn’t say no when you put your hands on my chest and smiled at me. . .

I wanted something else, but I couldn’t. . .

 

But we can’t wait any longer. . .        soon it will be quite light and These will hear my thoughts. . .          they’ll hear and use them to find you. . .

 

I’m leaving. . .        I’m leaving to get them away from this place. . .

I don’t want them to see your dead body. . .             let them think that I hid you somewhere and you’re alive.

I will be destroyed without knowing where to look for you and they will be afraid. . .     always. . .       what if you survived           so you’ll grow up and come kill them.

 

This thought will drive them crazy. . .          forever.

 

 

I’m sorry baby              I’m stu. . .       pid.

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