Do Not Beat. . .
A Star is created to think. . . by thoughts and words of different people. . . there are a lot of them. . . I don’t even know how many exactly. . . and why should I know. . .
I just think all my thoughts at once and find the right solution. . .
It’s easy. . . but it’s not my thoughts or my words. . . And I can think with my own thoughts only at a time when no one can hear me. . . I think they can’t hear . . .
I keep trying to remember the beginning. . . Why did I become a Star? . . . Who did this? . . . Why don’t I remember my Mother. . . and Father?
My memory starts only at that point. . .
I was five when they took me to the House. . .
It wasn’t called the House of Death back then. . . just the House. . . of These. .
I didn’t want to go, I was fighting. . .
That was the first time I was beaten up. . .
Then they beat me every day when I did something wrong. . . Not the way they wanted. . .
I always did the wrong thing. . . so they always beat me. . .
What do These want? . . . You won’t like it. . . I don’t want to think about it.
You asked me to teach you at least a few of our words. . . the simplest words as you earthlings are taught, “hello”, “goodbye”. . .
I will tell you about the words that I knew when I was a human. . .
We don’t speak with words. . . we speak with thoughts. . . without words.
These do not hear our thoughts and get mad. . . When they get mad they start beating up. . . They beat you until you submit and say in their language, “don’t hit”. . .
If you don’t say it, they’ll beat you to death.
So I only know these two words. . .
And we don’t have your simple words. . .
We don’t say “hello” – we just glad the of seeing each other again. . . and we don’t say “goodbye” – we’re just afraid that we’ll never see each other again. . .
We want to never part. . . we do everything not to part, we are happy that we are together. . . just a little more. . .
Do you understand?
She was beaten to death. . . She never obeyed.
You don’t have a word in your language to explain what These do. . . so I say “was beaten”.
I don’t want to tell any more. . . .