An Angel of Death
I don’t know where to start. . . I’m not good at telling stories. . . I can command. . . I was trained as an overseer. . . .
The overseers select those who are ready to destroy by Orders. The man will give the order. . . Handsome. . . Thus speak. .
We are all future overseers here. When five Cycles have passed – that’s 15 years in your opinion, we will be sent to. . . where the one I was talking about is. .
Back then I didn’t become an overseer – I didn’t pass the lesson. . .
We were taught. . . I don’t want to tell you what. . . You don’t need it. . .
And if you do, then you should be killed.
I wasn’t diligent. . . I don’t even know why I wasn’t transferred to security training. . . All the incapacitated are transferred there.
I think it was because I was beautiful. . . Ash-blond hair, dark gray eyes. . .
They wanted to get a beautiful overseer. . . That’s probably what the man wanted. . . It’s important that beautiful follows His Orders. .
She took someone’s half-eaten food. . . wanted to give it to her child. .
They caught up with her, knocked her down and started trampling on her. . . they kept hitting her in the face. . .
Probably she was beautiful. . . that’s why they tried hit her in the face. .
They always go wild when they get their hands on a pretty one. . .
I came running, too. . . I watched as she was kicked by foot with all strength in what was left of her face…
She was lying on her back and didn’t defend herself. . .
And then I ran. . . I didn’t think where. . . Just. . . not to see any of this. . .
I didn’t know exactly who she was – the one who was trampled. . . We don’t know them. .
We know that they are our children, but they were taken from us straight after birth. . .
We had to give birth first. . . before you become overseers. . .
Have a child of his. . . who commands us.
The first time I saw him I liked him. . . He was dark-skinned, with straw-colored curls and brown eyes. The face is not evil. . .
When he took me, I didn’t resist at all. . .
I didn’t want a child and didn’t think about it – I knew that they would take it away as soon as I gave birth. . .
So I gave birth to the girl I didn’t want to think about anymore. . . I tried not to think. . . I thought I’d forgotten. . . I wanted to think so. .
So back then, when they trampled her. . . I couldn’t see the face – it was already all torn up. . . but for some reason. . . seemed. . .
I couldn’t hit. . . So I’m not fit to be an overseer. . . That means they will destroy the brain and see why I didn’t complete the lesson. .
That’s what they teach us. . Everyone knows what they do to those who don’t follow order. His order.
I knew it would happen one day. . . That I need to run away from here. . . I thought how. . . I thought that first I need to poison those two dogs that find hidden ones by smell. . .
They already recognized me, these dogs – I gave them some of my food. . . when the guards couldn’t see.
I hid it and then threw it. . . from a distance at first. . . then they started coming up and sniffing. .
And I quietly gave food out of my hand right into the mouth. .
They probably also understood that they can’t take food from no one but the guard. . . They swallowed immediately, without chewing. . . and walked away – as if they were just sniffing. .
That’s how I poisoned the first dog. .
You don’t need to know what with.
They probably knew I wouldn’t complete the lesson. . . The guard with the dog was there when I ran. . . There. . . to the House of Destruction. . .
They haven’t destroyed anyone there for a long time. . . Have nobody. . . Almost all of them were destroyed. . . Just us-the guards and Him. . .
I used to think that if I could escape, they wouldn’t come after me in the House. . . they’d be afraid. . . They’ll say the dogs weren’t found. . . Or that I died. . . In The Lake. . . There was such a Lake in the House. . . if you get thrown into it, you won’t get out. . . Thus speak.
It was said that those who fall into the Lake become Angels of Death. . . So I wanted to go faster. . .
They also said that there are voices. . . They tell you what to do. . .
That these are the voices of your dead parents. . .
I didn’t really believe it. . . We don’t even know our parents. . . we don’t remember. . . we’ve never seen them. Even mothers. . .
They said that a child can be breastfed. . . with milk. . . like a dog. . .
I didn’t believe it either. . .
Is it possible to feed with the few drops that flow after birth, and then completely stop. . .
And I did believe about the Lake in the House of Destruction – why are they even afraid to approach it. . . .
The dog caught up with me quickly. Recognized. . . I shoved my hand into its mouth. . . an empty hand. . .
It didn’t bite. . . It looked me in the face. . . as if asking, “What are you doing?”
It held the hand between its teeth. . . Thin, hungry. . . .
I didn’t struggle.
When I was taken to the torture room, everyone knew that they would make me a “crown”.
This is when the head is drilled in ten places, and then they do all sorts of things with the brain. . .
They listen, catch the last thought. . . Why didn’t you follow an Order. . .
Why did you understand. . . .
They heard one thought – that I want to destroy them ALL.
The Queen of the Death is not dying for long. . . It’s done so that she doesn’t die. . .
Just to look for. . . Who to kill?
And others will kill. . . the Angels of Death. . . My daughters. . . As daughters. . .
There will be a lot of them. . .
They know about me and are waiting for my order. .
I don’t see or hear them. . . just know that they are there and that they are looking for and finding Him. . . Someone who can’t be their Father. Because a Father can’t order to kill his child. . .
But that was his Orders. . . .
I didn’t become an Angel of Death. . . And stayed in the Crown after death. . .
. . . The Queen Death. . .