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 An Angel of Death

 

 

I don’t know where to start. . .      I’m not good at telling stories. . .          I can command. . .       I was trained as an overseer. . .   .

The overseers select those who are ready to destroy by Orders. The man will give the order. . .     Handsome. . .      Thus speak. .

We are all future overseers here.         When five Cycles have passed – that’s 15 years in your opinion, we will be sent to. . .        where the one I was talking about is. .

 

 

Back then I didn’t become an overseer – I didn’t pass the lesson. . .

We were taught. . .      I don’t want to tell you what. . .       You don’t need it. . .

And if you do, then you should be killed.

 

I wasn’t diligent. . .     I don’t even know why I wasn’t transferred to security training. . .       All the incapacitated are transferred there.

I think it was because I was beautiful. . .      Ash-blond hair, dark gray eyes. . .

They wanted to get a beautiful overseer. . .       That’s probably what the man wanted. . .     It’s important that beautiful follows His Orders. .

 

 

She took someone’s half-eaten food. . .    wanted to give it to her child. .

They caught up with her, knocked her down and started trampling on her. . .      they kept hitting her in the face. . .

Probably she was beautiful. . .      that’s why they tried hit her in the face. . 

They always go wild when they get their hands on a pretty one. . .

 

I came running, too. . .       I watched as she was kicked by foot with all strength in what was left of her face…

She was lying on her back and didn’t defend herself. . .

 

And then I ran. . .     I didn’t think where. . .      Just. . .      not to see any of this. . .

 

I didn’t know exactly who she was – the one who was trampled. . .    We don’t know them. .

We know that they are our children, but they were taken from us straight after birth. . .

We had to give birth first. . .       before you become overseers. . .

 

Have a child of his. . .        who commands us.

 

 

The first time I saw him I liked him. . .      He was dark-skinned, with straw-colored curls and brown eyes.    The face is not evil. . .

When he took me, I didn’t resist at all. . .

 

 

 

I didn’t want a child and didn’t think about it – I knew that they would take it away as soon as I gave birth. . .

So I gave birth to the girl I didn’t want to think about anymore. . .         I tried not to think. . .    I thought I’d forgotten. . .        I wanted to think so. .

 

So back then, when they trampled her. . .         I couldn’t see the face – it was already all torn up. . .        but for some reason. . .         seemed. . .

I couldn’t hit. . .         So I’m not fit to be an overseer. . .       That means they will destroy the brain and see why I didn’t complete the lesson. .

That’s what they teach us. .       Everyone knows what they do to those who don’t follow order.     His order.

 

 

I knew it would happen one day. . .      That I need to run away from here. . .       I thought how. . .          I thought that first I need to poison those two dogs that find hidden ones by smell. . .

 

They already recognized me, these dogs – I gave them some of my food. . .      when the guards couldn’t see.

I hid it and then threw it. . .     from a distance at first. . .        then they started coming up and sniffing. .

And I quietly gave food out of my hand right into the mouth. .

 

They probably also understood that they can’t take food from no one but the guard. . .   They swallowed immediately, without chewing. . .  and walked away – as if they were just sniffing. .

 

 

That’s how I poisoned the first dog. .

You don’t need to know what with.

 

 

 

They probably knew I wouldn’t complete the lesson. . .       The guard with the dog was there when I ran. . .       There. . .         to the House of Destruction. . .

They haven’t destroyed anyone there for a long time. . .      Have nobody. . .       Almost all of them were destroyed. . .      Just us-the guards and Him. . .

 

 

I used to think that if I could escape, they wouldn’t come after me in the House. . .     they’d be afraid. . .       They’ll say the dogs weren’t found. . .        Or that I died. . .     In The Lake. . . There was such a Lake in the House. . .          if you get thrown into it, you won’t get out. . .  Thus speak.

It was said that those who fall into the Lake become Angels of Death. . .         So I wanted to go faster. . .

 

They also said that there are voices. . . They tell you what to do. . .

That these are the voices of your dead parents. . .

I didn’t really believe it. . .         We don’t even know our parents. . .      we don’t remember. . . we’ve never seen them.      Even mothers. . .

They said that a child can be breastfed. . .     with milk. . .    like a dog. . .

I didn’t believe it either. . .

Is it possible to feed with the few drops that flow after birth, and then completely stop. . .

 

 

And I did believe about the Lake in the House of Destruction – why are they even afraid to approach it. . .   .

 

 

 

The dog caught up with me quickly.      Recognized. . .       I shoved my hand into its mouth. . . an empty hand. . .

It didn’t bite. . .      It looked me in the face. . .       as if asking, “What are you doing?”

It held the hand between its teeth. . .         Thin, hungry. . .   .

I didn’t struggle.

 

 

 

When I was taken to the torture room, everyone knew that they would make me a “crown”.

This is when the head is drilled in ten places, and then they do all sorts of things with the brain. . .

They listen, catch the last thought. . .          Why didn’t you follow an Order. . .

Why did you understand. . .     .

 

 

They heard one thought – that I want to destroy them ALL.

 

 

The Queen of the Death is not dying for long. . .      It’s done so that she doesn’t die. . .

Just to look for. . .     Who to kill?

And others will kill. . .        the Angels of Death. . .      My daughters. . .       As daughters. . .

There will be a lot of them. . .

They know about me and are waiting for my order. .

I don’t see or hear them. . .     just know that they are there and that they are looking for and finding Him. . .         Someone who can’t be their Father.       Because a Father can’t order to kill his child. . .

But that was his Orders. . .    .

 

 

I didn’t become an Angel of Death. . .           And stayed in the Crown after death. . .

      . . .             The Queen Death. . .

 

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