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About Betrayal

 

 

The only place we can live in is someone’s body. . .      The soul can’t last long without the body. . .      it dies without life. . .          Well, it’s like without water for you. . .              You can live for several years. . .        you take a long time to die. . .    Without water quickly. . .

 

We are sent to you several times. . .

First, before the conception. . .        so that the child can be born at all. . .     then so that he could have a mind. . .      then so that he could become an adult. . .      well, so that he could have children. . .            then. . .

It’s rare to go further. . .      because they stop waiting every day for their dream – . . .     to find out. . .          to grow up. . .

The dream ends and there is just a desire. . .        but this is not enough for the next level of the soul to enter the body. . .

What came before is also dying. . .           as unnecessary, and new does not appear. .

 

 

We don’t want to die even when we haven’t let you into your assigned body, so we hide in whatever we have to. . .            just to be near. . .        even in someone’s body. . .      even in a mouse – just to be near. . .

 

Sometimes a big body is free. . .          like a calf or a cat. . .

But this is rare. . .        Everything is busy. . .          So we die, hiding in a stone at the house or in some thing. . .                  if it’s a favorite. . .

It’s easier to die when you’re loved. . .          at least as a thing. .

 

 

Old things of grown-up children are thrown away. . .        or given to others.

And then you die betrayed. . .        and forgotten.

 

And those whom you initially seemed to love, you betray – the calf is taken to the slaughterhouse, the old dog is “put to sleep”. . .      it makes it easier for you to think that you didn’t meanly kill someone who loved you insanely. . .        but it just fell asleep, this old animal. . .          and that’s it. . .

 

Those parts of the soul which would came in later had to say why you were born, to tell about the genus. . .        about Mother, about Father. . .

But you don’t even want to hear about it. . .           and that piece of their souls dies without saying what you should have known. . 

 

You betray them. . .           for generations. . .          and they don’t wait for their children to hear them for a long time. . .

Only little Death still tries to tell about them. . .

 

No, not what they were, but what These did to them. . .

 

But you won’t even know your own souls, not to mention the Mother. . .

 

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Our genus was destroyed until they could no longer find men bearing its characteristics. . .

Tradition says that another boy is to be born. . .           the last. . .

We call him Nose. . .            He was never allowed to survive. . .

They always do that – destroy until only those who have betrayed their genus remain. . .  They are used.

 

To betray the genus is to forget about those who were killed, tortured, raped, and               deceived. . .                       no matter how long ago it was…

 

 

And do you know about your genus?. . .

Everything?. . .

That’s the whole point.

 

You know what happens to them. . .         your relatives. . .        after. . .          ?

You don’t know?! . . .

Don’t you know that those who were tortured in life continue to be destroyed after death?

You don’t want to protect them. . .                   your relatives who are long dead. . .     ?

Because it’s too long ago. . .                in your opinion. . .

 

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Those who destroyed us. . .        back then. . .            long ago. . .              probably too long ago for you. . .                  continue to do this to our souls. . .                   endlessly.

You don’t want to think about it. . .              not that you forgive murderers. . .         you just prefer not to think. . .        forget. . .              forever.

 

That girl Death comes back again and again. . .            to die and take another one of These with her. . .                        After all, if the last of our genus stops, the souls of her loved ones will be destroyed forever. . .

Forever means forever. . .                without the end. . .          .

 

 

Who am I?            I am the mother of that little Death. . .         Queen Death.

 
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